

DennisI've been letting this feeling sink in I'm trapped inside this eighteen-year-old skin and this is to big for me to handle.Dennis
I never meant for you to mean this much and at night when I think about you,
think about us and the everything we could have been I get dizzy.
I'm sorry if you didn't feel good enough
but the only thing I wanted was your unfettered love to pour in and out down and around the cracks in my skin to seep in and heal me like I've been needing for so long.
But you've been gone for a while now and some things have changed now and


All Else FailsI've been biting my nails again, I found out you care again.All Else Fails
I smoked alone under exit-lights and made my mind blank so I'd feel alright. The night was cold and I was silent smoke rising from my lips and fingers. How long are you going to linger
and chisel a home for yourself inside of my heart?
I've been biting my nails again I've been staying up later than I should.
I've watched sunrises just because I could. All I want is to put this behind me but that seems to be unlikely as I'm crying again in a stranger's bathroom as I'm seeing phantoms a


Curled Shapes and FiguresAs the rain dripped down on tap-toed roofs, my heart beat in time.Curled Shapes and Figures
Rat-a-tat Rat-a-tat On these lazy Sundays we're all curled shape and figures.
The gray sky held us down
with cold hands, so we pulled the blanket over our heads. We're all curled shapes and figures.
My heart stopped for days wrapped inside seconds. You wrapped yourself around me
and pumped when I couldn't do it.
I bled for you.
We're all curled shapes and figures.
Your peaks and valleys met my glens and hills.
Your cacti and desert met my trees and rain.


Full of GrainI've been full of grains for so long that when I excavatedFull of Grain
their absence left me feeling hollow.
I screamed, I cried, I tried to keep just one grain in.
I wanted to make a pearl of my anger. But I am not an oyster, I cannot make pearls out of sand.
My pearls can't come from your insincere can't come from feeling trapped here.
In this skin, in this house, in this life. I tried to it on my sea bed and let the sand turn inside me, tried to let it burn inside me,
tried to force it perfectly round, perfectly smooth perfectly white. But


FolkStuttered from archaic mouth and lips the stir of change. Waiting for a moment to let leaves fall from a chain.Folk
Settling for a token name that others took for laughs and stole the rope from hardware caves to hang myself from shame.


GreyHe stood. Still in the doorway. A half-empty bag of chips hanging loosely from his left hand, blue and unbothered. A cigarette smoldered in his right.Grey
He stood. Stuttering. He lifted the cigarette to his trembling lips and grasped the doorknob. He steadied himself.
The cigarette fell, and the ashes crumpled, grey. Making a stain on the frame as he asked,
"Why?"
Then it was over. His wooden chest was in the truck. And he was gone.
japanese snake
by `dinyctis
this is angel!
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Tagged. Do this if you want.
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Expose your insecurities- (Are You) Happy?- Reagan Youth
(And you definitely interpreted the Pandora/Jerusalem thing as I did haha.)
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If you're going to torture me, spank me, LICK me... Do it. But if this poetry shit continues, please just shoot me now!
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Would you put that in a memo and entitle it, "Shit I already know"?
You are a dirty dirty shizno.
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